How many times should I stop and believe in myself,
I dont believe much in anything.
Ive seen enough of the pain and the shame and the blame,
It dont amount up to anything.
Now I,
Rewind back to a time where I could do anything and pay any price.
And I,
Need time cause' im starting to think that the promises aint worth the sacrifice


And theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.


How many nights should I walk in my sleep,
and I dream of how much I wanna run away (wanna run away)
Ive had enough of the stress and the mess
I cant take anymore I gotta getaway
Now I,
Know why im empty inside and im sure ive only got myself to blame.
And I,
Dont try to view the lies its just a waste of time i'll never be the same


Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life and its fading away.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.


And I cant go on.
And I cant explain.
What everyones going on,
lifes falling away.
And I cant rewind.
And theres no escape.
Its been so long and I just dont feel the same.


Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life and its fading away.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.
How many times hsould I stop and belive in myself,
I dont belive much in anything.
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.


- Theres nothing for me here : Dope



Oh my god, I cannot get that damn song out of my mind, I swear I would have had to played that song 50 times if I played it once on Guitar Hero. D;
Anyways, no venting today or for the past few days to be honest everythings going smoothe, in exception of the fact on of my friends is obsessed with me in the worst possible way and another one of my friends likes him, ugh. I hate this. D;
Sewww, My chinchillas had a baby girl this morning and I still need to name her. :]
Tralala.

Happy Cinco De Mayo by the by. Lawl.


Um, I have an issue though. I was watching the news and I noticed everytime someone dies someone has to say "Oh he was a great person." to be honest, I see this as a lie. No one is perfect and you should think of something less genaric to refer to the person by other then "A great person."

And WHY THE HELL do people on the Viagra commercials smile and sing.... it's nothing to be happy about in my eyes. Lol, this makes me lol. =]




Well...... night night. D;